Forever I am cursed

Forever I am cursed
Soiled pants, wrinkled shirt
Externally, I am lost
Internally, incomplete
The dirt that has been rubbed in
Grunge is becoming me
My nails attempting to hide
The past that they have endured
What am I? what do I have?
Anything of note? Doubt it.
Why go on? What do I have?
Lost again. Into the dark.
Full circle, lost to darkness