something to think about

When you sleep do you dream?
Do your dreams expand your mind?
My brain projects It’s beliefs of how things should be,
for some reason I still lag behind.
I can’t stand it.
Who knows where I would be?
What I would have?
What I could possibly have seen?
The projections on my eyelids engulfing my senses,
these things rising from my subconscious.
They rise up, but I force them down,
glad to be unconscious.
Is it worth the trouble to dream of what you could have had?
Not being able to do anything about the past,
seems to be a very difficult, if not impossible, position,
but when you are there, do you realize it?